*MEETING ONE OF YOU!!!!* getting Omar on board with this potty training!!
Dec 1, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8LTeR5tw168

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welcome to Friday it's Friday
yeah it's Friday my glasses are fogging
I am so hot
I don't know well partially I know why
because my husband decided to turn the
heater on I was in the shower I was like
dying in the shower I'm like why is it
getting so hot I come out and I'm like
sitting her on my bed and I'm like why
am I feeling heat coming up from the
bottom of the floor I'm like did you
hear on he's like yeah I'm like turn it
off it's hot so now I'm trying to cool
down it's trying to put my makeup on it
was all just dripping off of me oh look
at me Ezra was her makeup do you like
putting makeup on like mommy's makeup on
okay go find a white B home Oh so when I
buy him like lip gloss always buy too
because I know she's gonna drop one of
them she will okay there's just no no
she'll take it so yeah anyways I had an
absolute amazing night last night on
live you guys thank you so much for
everybody that was able to join and I
understand there was some that couldn't
make it and I totally get it life gets
busy so okay life gets busy and I
totally understand I can't make
everybody's lives either so I fully
understand but thank you so much for the
ones that did I had a really good time I
enjoyed having questions asked of me and
trying to get more you know like getting
to know me more which is an awesome
feeling you know when somebody wants to
take time to learn who you are that
means a lot
and so definitely it made my night last
night being able to get on there and
chitchat with you guys catch up with
everybody and be able to do the giveaway
that was so much fun
if you weren't able to catch the live
and you didn't see who was the winner
the winner was cat lady which is April
I'm extremely excited but there's a
twist II guys a twist hold on just a
second I need to find all my stuff - my
phone my camera stuff I am like I got
stuff scattered everywhere I am like my
area is a disaster yeah anyways so there
is a twist you guys a twist because it's
December um I'm actually gonna be doing
another drawing so I'm gonna be doing a
double drawings which I am going to be
doing so I'm not gonna do alive what I'm
gonna actually do is I am going to have
you guys if you want to be put into the
drawing you've got to get your name into
the drawing by I'm gonna say midnight
tonight well I mean as long as you're
getting them in by 9:00 o'clock Pacific
Standard Time my time so Google in what
is Pacific time what's Eastern time and
so forth because I know a lot of people
have been asking like well what is my
time I have to google it you guys I
don't know so just if you guys can
Google what is my time versus Pacific
Standard Time that will kind of give you
guys a gradual idea most of you guys are
either three hours behind me or three
hours ahead of me is about some of you
guys some of you guys are day above me
okay but um if you want to be added into
the this just spontaneous giveaway
you've got to get your name in so I can
do the exercise exercise I'm an exercise
trolley um that way I can do my drawing
uh it just was a spontaneous thought to
me last night I was like
I want to do this I'm gonna do a second
drawing so I will do the drawing on my
vlog tomorrow um so you guys will see it
on let's see
you'll see it on Sunday so Sunday I will
announce the winner to whoever
sorry to whoever gets your names into
the drawing before tomorrow 9 a.m.
because that's when I start doing my
editing for my video to go up by 11 you
roughly usually by 11 so I will do the
drawing at 11 on tomorrow's vlog and
then I will load it on Sunday so if you
guys want to be able to see what is
going on you have got to get your name
in and that way then I can do the
drawing no you guys I'm wrong I'm wrong
you know what I'm gonna do I'll do a
supper video and I'll load it today
that's what it is and I will do the
drawing on Sunday so you guys will have
from whatever time you guys see mice I'm
just gonna put up us like just a random
video you'll see that one today but
you'll see this okay you guys are gonna
see a video of me announcing then I'm
gonna do a second drawing let's not make
this too complicated I'm the world's
best complicated maker ever um and then
I will announce the winner on Sunday in
my vlog does that make sense but I will
announce the winner tomorrow through my
blog but you guys will see it on Sunday
sorry I know it's so annoying I gotta
show you guys yeah somebody had fun with
her heard lip gloss honey you're wiping
it all over your shirt thank God for
bleach oMG okay go with Daddy for a few
minutes but last night was a blast like
I I really enjoyed it
I love going live with you guys I don't
do it as often as I wish I could but I
think it's just because
life gets so busy and it's so hard
because with the kids and stuff and I'm
usually the one home with them all the
time that as you guys seen at the very
end of my flow of my live they come in
and they were like yep we're gonna take
over the attention now so that would be
the whole like scenario every single
time and I would literally want to rip
every hair out of my head so that's why
I don't really go live very often but I
love doing my monthly lives because that
just gets us a little bit of chance to
catch up new ones to come in and ask
questions and we all get to know each
other a little bit more I also wanted to
point out there was not one message that
went by that I did not come back and see
you guys I went back and watched my
replay so I can read all of the comments
I want to sincerely say I am so sorry as
we were talking about miscarriages I
missed a few of you guys that were you
know that had brought up that you guys
had also suffered miscarriages every one
of your messages were read and I am so
so sorry for all of your losses there is
not one miscarriage that's less or more
than another every loss is a loss and my
heart goes out to each and every one of
you and I'm really sorry that I didn't
see those messages last night so I could
correspond with you right than in there
and I apologize so much if there was any
questions that I didn't get to that that
were asked if I didn't get to it and you
were still wondering um shoot me a you
know another question and I'll
definitely answer it I try to get to
them as soon as possible
last night I ended up I was able to
answer a few but I ended up going to
sleep really early last night and so
which was nice I needed the extra sleep
the last two days I have felt so much
more alert because I've been getting a
little bit more rest so that has
definitely played a big part of me just
being able to make it through my days
without feeling like I'm gonna fall on
the floor and find a place to curl up
and pass out today Ollie has prior
because it's Friday so he has Juma and
then he will come home
and then we are going to go to Costco
because I need to get my flavored waters
I the kids have drink every one of them
within like the first week of getting
them and then and then they switch to
their juices and everything else and I'm
like really you guys like that leaves me
with water water which is good don't get
me wrong but at dinner time and stuff
I'd like to have my carbonated water
sometimes because like the last couple
of days hmm I have been craving so bad I
have been wanting a cold soda
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I literally have been wanting have been
wanting a flavored so a flavored soda
I've been wanting an iced soda from the
mini market so bad I can like taste it
in my mouth but I'm not gonna do it I
have to stand forth and do what I am
doing and keep pressing for it but
doesn't make it helpful when the kids
are taking off with my drinks and so
then I get left with nothing especially
at nighttime like when the kids have
gone to bed it's like so nice just to
sit there and drink a drink and not have
the kids sucking on it or when I'm
eating dinner I'd like to sometimes have
a flavored water that tastes like a soda
to me and I don't get it so we're gonna
go to Costco get that I need to get my
skinny popcorn because that's another
one of my go-to s for my snacks if I'm
really needing something at nighttime I
can sit and eat that and it totally
eliminates that fear of fear that
feeling of needing to snack and then
after that we've got to go to Walmart
and go pick up s for some more panties
because I want to go up a size in her
panties cuz they're getting a little bit
tight and she nearly does not have
enough to even though she's not having
accidents very much I mean she's only
had three accidents two number ones one
number two but that was day before
yesterday like the first day she ever
was doing her wearing panties whoa other
than that she has had not one accident
and so and she woke up this morning
again dry diaper jumped on the toilet
went to the rest
put her panties on and she's hitting the
road so she's doing fantastic
but with that she loves changing her
clothes every five minutes and when she
changes her clothes she's got to change
her panties because her panties are
dirty according to her I swear my
washer/dryer has been going non-stop I'm
like please get past the stage no
because that one's matte and it will go
your lips together maybe I want you to
use it come to fight my son for my
makeup God children I'm gonna look back
on these days and show them on their
wedding day him trying to put on lip
gloss I'm trying to get his nails
painted that's what I'm gonna do I'm
gonna teach him a lesson
anyways and then we have to go to
Walmart to do the panty shopping and
there was something else I needed to
look at there but I don't remember so
I'm sure I'll remember when I get there
or I'll buy things that I don't even
need but otherwise I think that's it
that's really what's all in the agenda
today it's a beautiful day to day it
feels amazing my husband's I can't calm
I'm like oh stop it might go move to
Florida then um but it's a beautiful day
and so I'm gonna chill out with the kids
while he is gone to prayer and then when
he comes back then we're all load up in
hey God please I am checking in with you
we are heading out oh and this nasty
nasty weather his hold gross it's like
getting dark anyways
we are heading out to go to Costco go do
her panty shopping in Omar's undies
shopping because Monday we start with
him so today she's had another fantastic
day like she has done so good she like
now she pretty much tells us when she's
gotta go she doesn't she doesn't wait
around for us to remind her she just
goes so that makes me feel really
confident that she's doing really good
and then like when we get ready to leave
I just remind her you know made my job a
lot easier because I know this one back
here is gonna give us a little bit more
I think issues I don't think he's gonna
be as
see nothing I think he's gonna be the
one to fight it a little bit but anyways
so we're into warmer and then I need to
look really quick cuz I want to paint my
nails and I have no topcoat for gel so
you guys look what color I ended up
getting it is a as my daughter is
bumping me it's a Rose of gold so it's
the gel with over my acrylic let me show
you this one uh as for watch out honey I
am in love with this color you guys ah
anyways I just wanted to show you guys
what color I did end up doing
the green key
I don't know what color thing out there
anyways so that is what we are doing now
the rain boots up a little bit when we
get to Walmart's the least we are
driving a train but either way
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at a Walmart a few seconds ago well
we're actually human in scope because we
are in Costco's parking lot and it is
raining so bad you guys look I think
anyone see it was raining it so bad you
could hear the rain inside Walmart it
was horrific anyways so I got espera two
packs of panties Omar two packs of
underwears and then when I was in the
little girls panties section I hear this
Amy well I because I never imagined
anybody to come up to me like that's
just like the last thing that I think of
so I hear my name be Paul night right
and so I look like you know like all
Grinchy and the person comes up and is
like do you know who I am and I'm like
at first I was like no I'm not I can't
put two and two together because I'm one
of the subs from your YouTube channel I
was like oh my god and so yes I
apologize for looking at you like a
madwoman at a moment I was just
completely caught off guard and so
excited and shocked at the same time
that it like all overflowed me all at
once and I was like but I am so happy to
me one of you guys in person so I've met
two of my subs so far and it's such a
great feeling like I felt so awesome to
meet you guys and actually be able to
see you face to face it makes it so much
Miller on my side too so oh my god I was
so excited so - the one that I met thank
you so much for coming up and saying hi
to me I appreciate it so much and again
I'm so sorry that I looked at you like I
had seriously lost my marbles for a
minute because I really did because I
was like who is calling me
Ben Ali's like honey you have to realize
people might notice you a little bit
more and I'm like well okay the first I
thought maybe I did something wrong I
was like what did I do like a kid you
know and your parents are like Amy Lee
you're like oh no what did I do
that's kind of what I felt like I was
like oh no what did I do but anyways I
am so happy thank you so much for coming
up and saying hi to me I so much love to
being able to give you a hug and for
definite we will get together and have
some coffee and chitchat and get to know
each other more than we already do and
anybody that's out there that's in Salem
if you ever run across me don't ever be
shy to say hello even if I look at you
like I've lost myself for a minute just
know that it's because I'm clearly like
still getting used to this whole being
noticed out in public but I am so so so
thrilled that I was able to meet one of
you guys that just made my day and night
and the next month to go anyways yeah
hey sissy sleepy so anyways now we were
just sitting here waiting for Ollie to
come back he went to go get my flavored
waters I have to have my flavored waters
I am like dying without him and then I'm
a haenam get me two bags and I thought
fine so I can put one in the secret
hiding place um nobody can find it and
then he's getting in solid because I'm
gonna have chicken solid again tonight
I can't you guys I literally can play on
chickens though like I love chicken
solid and then I picked up a turkey sub
from Walmart but I I it's only half of
it so me Olly and Omar ate one half and
then I have a half left for Jeremiah and
because my little girls back there
cheeping but yeah so anyways I thought I
would fill you guys in with my exciting
little interesting adventure - meeting
one of you guys I just thought just oh
that just made me so happy anyways I
hope you guys are being safe out in this
weather for anywhere that you're at
because it is really nasty here today it
wasn't earlier like all of sudden just
came out of nowhere like just boom nasty
weather I did get a really pretty red
for my nails so if I get a chance
tonight before I have to close vlog I am
gonna something always gonna go anywhere
tonight but it doesn't matter
Omar Omar if even if he doesn't go
anywhere doesn't make a difference like
he doesn't care for anyone else I might
try and paint my nails a red color and
then I was able to get a new top coat
because like I was saying I am almost
out I mean I have a little bit but it's
getting really low so piece of have a
piece of Turkey meet my my teeth anyways
this is what I did with my eyes today
can you guys tell does it look bad tell
me did I do my wings right
I did have lipstick are like a lip gloss
on but by the time we actually left it
wore off so I just have the Shh oh ma
stop
anyways I just have elf elf elf eyeliner
and then I hope you guys can see it it's
like a bronze shimmering that is
actually from dollar stores la color and
then I just had elf lip gloss I was
trying to think what I was doing and
then I just put a little bit of the
bronzer just a touch on my cheats and
then I sprayed my face with rose
shimmery and water that was it but
sometimes they go through my moats like
sometimes I really like getting my
makeup on and getting dressed and then
other days is just like really but I'm
really trying to work harder on
presenting myself to be able to grab the
camera and vlog because I really that's
my goal this month is to try and do more
date you know like more not just
vlogging when I leave the house but vlog
as well inside the house but I know that
I need to put my hijab on and stuff
which is still great and wonderful
that's really fine
but it's just having a hijab to grab and
be able to walk so anyways it's not a
big deal it's just something I've got to
get used to but I know that a lot of
people like seeing in home vlogs too
because a part of your life so anyways
when we get home I will check in with
you guys because once he gets in the car
I'm not gonna vlog because I want him to
really pay attention to driving it look
it's already getting so dark and it is
only 348 it's like
like right now would be like 7 o'clock
it's so nasty and dark but you know what
to be honest with you I love this
weather I love I don't like taking my
babies out in it I don't and that's why
they stayed in the car when I went to
Walmart because first of all that's real
sleeping and I just want to get them
sick I really don't with the change of
you know warm and cold and stuff but uh
I just here anyways I just don't want to
I don't want to take them in and out so
I told him that I would run into Walmart
so I can get my polish as well as their
underwears and then and I'll show you
what I got from Walmart when we get home
I've got a couple little treats for the
kids so yeah anyways alright I will
check in with you guys as soon as we get
home and show you what are we good we
just walked through the door literally
just walk through the door and all I was
like did you pay the bills I'm like oh
my stuff down really quick grab my stuff
out and was making my bill payment um
but I want to show you really quick what
I got so I just got tomatoes cucumbers
and onions for food and then I got these
third new so I'm just gonna triumph with
the kids not not for me but for all the
kids just a little dessert
I did get another thing of clear because
I was out of it almost out of it then I
got this color it's like a sparkle I'm
really curious to see how it's gonna
look doesn't see what color it is it
just says yeah it doesn't give the
description of color but oh right here
Oh rules gold glitter so we'll see um
and then I'll show you their panties for
Omar I got paw Patrol
he's so into paw patrol right now paw
patrol if I can talk and they he even
told us like the other day that's what I
want for my birthday party you know Mike
you're already thinking about it like
that's scary anyways so these ones were
these were two spendy these rooms were
almost ten bucks ever like 947 and you
get five of them so I mean but they're
really Jo cute and then I got him just a
generic pair these ones were 747 and you
get five packs so you'll get you'll have
ten and I'm gonna have to toss out the
other ones because they're just too
small and I think they were I want to
say that Sarah's were like a size four I
think and I don't know what size Omar's
were I'll need a double check no that's
were on the other hand I got her Minnie
Mouse and hers come with a seven pair so
I don't know why there was such a
difference I almost should have gotten a
different another pack I might have to
get another pack for him but for her oh
my gosh seems like I think my Chin's
gotten a little bit smaller so Mike his
job keeps falling off anyway so this
comes with seven days for 947 to because
I think cuz they're Disney and then I
got her generic this is a nine pack I
didn't see any nine packs for boys and
these were 747 so I don't know why the
boys didn't have as many as the girls
now that I like look at it but I was in
such a hurry because s what was in the
car sleeping and I was like afraid if
she was gonna wake up and start
screaming or Omar was gonna start
screaming because I wasn't in the car so
it's just like trying to fly through
Walmart like a madwoman and so and plus
I was trying to get the food and then I
needed to get my nail polish which it
like literally I started at the food
section had to go all the way to the
very back of the store to get the
underwears and then I had to go all to
the opposite side of the store to get my
Polish and so I was just like oh my gosh
and yeah Walmart was pretty busy so
anyways but I was able to get all those
which was nice so anyways I'm gonna go
put these away before they find them um
cuz I need to go through and get all of
their old ones and throw them out not
throw them out but I'm gonna put them in
a bag because I'm donating them so I'm
gonna do that and yeah so anyways um I
just want to show you guys what I got
and I go through in get all of their old
ones out so I'm gonna donate those to a
needy family that needs them and because
they're just too small for them so it's
best for me just to get rid of those
ones that are not in are mixing with the
new ones but if they see them now
they're gonna want to open them and I
don't want to deal with but not right
now anyways but anyways so yeah and then
for dinner if I decide to eat I still
have after everybody's eaten I still
have this much of my sandwich so if I
decide to eat any more I'm just gonna
finish the sandwich sandwich
um but I'm not even hungry right now so
I told Ollie that he can just make food
for him and the kids and I probably not
gonna eat but anyways yeah that was a
wonderful day um it was blusterous but
it was it was a nice day anyways I hope
you guys enjoyed this vlog and again I'm
so excited that I was able to meet one
of you guys it really made the best
night for me
and hopefully I'll have more inquiries
of being able to meet more people that
would be awesome
anyways I hope you guys had a wonderful
day today stay warm because it sounds
like weather is not the very best
anywhere maybe Florida uh-huh but and
maybe Texas but other than that I don't
know if anybody else is having the best
weather right now so stay warm stay safe
you guys I will check in with you guys
tomorrow morning bright and shiny until
then sweet dreams play
